woah.. so xanga has changed a lot.. everything is so technical...god..it's been awhile well.. max.. is my hero... he's the greatest and he makes me smile so much. i dont think ive ever been happier just laying in someone's arms. i've falling so hard for him and i'm almost at the point where i could say the three big words... but i want to hold off.. and wait. i dont know how to describe it.. but he means the world to me--and when he's happy, Im happy. i miss him so much right now... it's like.. this distance hurts so bad but everytime I hear his voice, I always forget how much it hurts. he's coming to florida with me for spring break.. I'm soo excited. my grandma okayed it.. my mom okayed it... I'm rediculously excited. | 
